I am so tired. I have been sick since before Erik was born and my kids have been sick off and on since then, too. Erik was safe for awhile, but caught the cold as well around the ninth or tenth day after he was born. I haven’t been eating well, either, due to a stand still in the kitchen brought on by extreme exhaustion and laziness. Most of my nights recently have been spent with Erik sleeping next to me or in my arms because he won’t sleep otherwise. I’m too tired to stay awake long enough to get him to sleep, so he stays with me instead. I could lie down right now and be out in about a minute, I would guess.
As for my house (since I’m back to being a messy housewife and not a pregnant one anymore) – it’s a wreck. I mention this to people and they tell me to let it go, get my rest instead of letting it bother me, it will still be there when I’m better, and so on. This is a very nice thing to hear, but if I don’t do it, it doesn’t get done, aside from Mike emptying the dishes and taking out the garbage. The kitchen floor will not be swept or mopped unless I do it, the laundry will not be done unless I do it, etc. etc. Today, in my stupor (that’s really how tired I feel..seriously), I emptied the dishes and swept the floor in the kitchen. I want to mop (well, okay, I need to mop..I never want to clean anything) but the best time to do it is when the kids are napping, and as soon as they are in bed today, I’m going to bed. If I don’t have a nap today, I might not make it through the evening without having a nervous breakdown.
The good news/bad news is that tomorrow is Canada Day. Good news because Mike has the day off and because I will probably have opportunity to nap even when the kids are awake. Bad news because just like weekends, the house will probably just get worse tomorrow.
Bah. I could sleep sitting here at the computer. I think I’d better lie down or something.